this is the definition of grief:

that's my first born. his name is ichabod.
ichabod the ipod, if you will, and you do.
he was rounding his fifth year of life until tragically, his spin wheel stopped spinning. he's been around the block. he's definitely a rough-neck, having traveled more than the average american. taking road trips for 40 hours plus, and making sure that i never missed a tune. well, sometimes, he would be temperamental, locking up and playing whatever songs he wished to play, rather than what i told him to play.

but, like any child, they will revolt every now and again.
and, just like most children, they give their parents a good scare every now and again.
ichabod was in a mini-coma for roughly a week and a half.
music died (a little) for that week and a half. luckily, in the midst of starting this blog, i revived him. don't ask me how. but, that picture above was when he was comatose.
i felt the sense of victory.

you could say that i was miracle doctor.
regardless, he's alive and kicking, and just took me on a two-hour trip with no problems whatsoever. so, what i'm getting at with all of this is what would you do if you lost music?
to people (like me), who count on it to get them through the day, to get them through a rough patch, to get them through a substantial amount of homework...what would you do if you were subjected to solely listening to the fm radio in your car?
even worse, what would you do if you had to rely on the mtv generation to give you your daily dose? after all, video killed the radio star.
maybe i'm spoiled. maybe i need to burn 47 cds and have them at my disposal when i'm driving around making soundtracks to traffic on i-75.
but, regardless, being without music when i needed it, drove me a little more crazy than i would have liked.
maybe what i need is for someone to make me the best mixtape that i could ever have.
that's butch walker. he's a musical genius. really.
he's from the cartersville area, and used to live in atlanta, so when he comes back to the city, his shows are always something to catch. he understands the power of music. he understands lyricism and vocals.
nonetheless, he understands.
take the time to share. share something with someone.
give them a mixtape. give them a musical shout-out.

or, better yet... remind someone of that song that completes you.
we have a new section up on audioholic media.
it's geared towards this idea of sharing the songs that mean the most to you.

go ahead, click it. i won't tell.
it's like a confessional booth you don't have to feel guilty about...

unless... anyway. you get my drift.
so, here is my moment of truth. here is my mini-confessional.
forgive me father, for i have sinned:
this clip is from empire records. one of my favorite all-time movies. one that you should be acquainted with if you're not already.
well, this song is by the flying lizards. the song was before my time, but when it was released in that movie (which should have been before my time), i remember it vividly.
it was 1995. i was...young. nine....i was nine.
i watched that movie for the first time at a family friend's house. we all sat in the living room while one of the older kids was watching this movie.
music can be associated with any memory and when i make my bi-annual cross country trip to las vegas, this song always seems appropriate when crossing the nevada border.
so, enjoy...and send your confessions our way.
until next time
-nick




























